He may love you. He probably does. He probably thinks about you all the time. But that isn’t what matters. What matters is what he’s doing about it, and what he’s doing about it is nothing. And if he’s doing nothing, you most certainly shouldn’t do anything. You need someone who goes out of their way to make it obvious that they want you in their life.
I swear I just don’t understand anything at this point and I feel like I’m not ever going to understand why this is happening to me. I feel like I’m numb as if I don’t even know what to feel anymore I’m at a point in my life where whatever happens, happens and knowing I’ve tried my hardest is going to have to be fine with me